Hi everybody, I’d like to discuss personal questions which most of you might relate to aswell, around a principal theme :
Being relatable to 1st & 2nd tier when you’re 3d tier, in order to have an integral social life
First let’s explain why I’ve been living hidden for the last 3 years of my life and decide today to have this talk here with the community.
It all comes down to the social knot which killed me socially from the moment I entered my dark night of the soul 3 years ago.
Here is the knot :
As you’re entering 3rd tier, your thoughts are completely unreletable to 1st & 2nd tier people
As a failure to integrate my 1st & 2nd tier communication with this new tier, I’ve become completely disinterested from social interactions, since I was eager and obsessed with exploring the 3rd tier sphere.
As I was obsessed about it, I mostly wanted to communicate at this level with other people, and only felt extreme solitude when I couldn’t find anyone with whom to have such communication, beside reading books such as the masterpieces from Ken Wilber
As I isolated myself in order to spend 24/7 exploring the 3rd tier of consciousness, I lost all my 1st & 2nd tier social habits, and because I became so familiar with the 3rd tier, alone, I started to make the mistake of being way too humble, which entails believing it is what everybody is living.
Thus when I had my rare social interactions, as I was coming from the belief that this kind of level of consciousness is normal, when people reacted to me as if I’m completely disconnected from reality, my humbleness kept interpreting it as me EFFECTIVELY being a little kid and everybody else being way too intelligent for me, which I should work on
However all the logical evidences were pointing to the fact that I only was at too much of a high level of consciousness and that my humbleness was actually driving me to a false social paradigm.
There started a HUGE conflict inside me, of beating myself up for looking at the evidences of the fact that I’ve come too high in the consciousness levels and thus should limit myself to 1st & 2rd tier levels of consciousness when in social situations (as I couldn’t manage to meet 3rd tier people), as if I’m just an egocentric fool I’d be wrong, while at the same time if the evidences are correct then I’d be wrong to be humble and it will just kill me socially as I’m misinterpreting everything in the social sphere
This conflict between my humbleness and my “actual” greatness kept going and killed me socially.
To be honest A LOT of Nietzche reading allowed me to get rid of this maladive humbleness and be able to stand as I should in order to be, for example, writing this.
I’ll just tell it the way it is then : I am at 3rd tier (at least over-mind, somehow transitioning to super-mind), and my lower selves are crying & dying out of solitude. Here am I thus accomplishing what my lower selves are asking for : asking for help. And asking for help in the form of this question :
Could you guys tell me where I could find content about communicating with 1st & 2nd tier people when you’re at 3rd tier, or more generally how to communicate with lower stages. Cause I’ve been reading almost all of ken wilber’s books and I’ve seen none of that discussed wildly enough to fix the issue.
Also I’m highly interested in meeting in person anyone who’s at 3rd tier, in Paris (Where I live).
If you’re interested here is my instagram : Alexandre_blek.
Thanks for reading guys and I hope this topic might be a great place of discussion.
Have a great & nice day