Relatively recently I started taking the full spectrum mindfullness class and as interesting and rewarding as it is I am really starting to fee confused about things and feel the need to have a conversation with someone who has taken the course or worked with this sort of thing for much longer than I have. In amber for example I’m asked to become aware of my fundamentalist-(ish?) beliefs and to to hold them and let them go in various ways and orders that I can’t even remember when I set out to do the meditation. It doesn’t get easier because I am not sure exactly what those beliefs are. There are some things that go in that direction, maybe and then there are other things that might count in or perhaps not. Adding to the general confusion is the fact when asked to summon a we-feeling I’m confronted with the similar confusion. What we am I supposed to summon, feel about ect. There is something there but it’s so vague, So if someone woud like to vounteer and talk with me for a bit on skype or similar and help me sort it out so that I actually know what to do when I sit to meditate. Prefferably someone less the likeness of a concussed duckling and who is generally speaking a lot less angry and frustrated, or is that cheerful?, as I am.