Personally your take is interesting, especially with the German political environment and my own experience as American/German, ever since Trump became president and even before that, there is from a psychological lense an underbelly of populism tied to the excesses of materalism, for example epxloitative humour, politcal correctness is bad and freedom of speech I can say whatever I want to say and it won’t hurt anyone, as that is Truth with a capital T and not only a perspective. The aperspectivalness is good, and healthy post-modern people are able to accept the view if they see the benefit, I am still learning and studying it, as I did not think their moral frame is so good/bad focused and soul starts fundamentally at this level from Integral Psychology, and I feel as if there is a hijacking of soul as they are stuck in aperspectival madness, nothing has ever more span and depth, and explaining this in a non-judgemental way in to post-modernist is very exhausting, and moderns often work more efficiently explain the view they eventually even know it cognitively, yet say nothing about it.
What I noticed for myself works, yet feels also exhausting is you cam amplify growth, yet nudging might be better, what I personally experienced is that I pushed the envolpe to far, and a lot of ideas revolved around the common good, justice, care for all and humanity, even if they agreed to the idea, the more homogenous the group was, often the work was also even if the perspective was more post-modern somewhere around umber, as it required concepts mechnical mind and thinking, the higher perspective was more about design, the output etc. for e.g for a coding project.
The danger lies in not applying principles, as imo from my experience and reading this is years ago when stuff was not as political integral acts very principles first and not rule based, being polarizing can be good, yet it can create tension in ingroup & outgroup dynamics, I did not mind it as my entire life felt like it, and many who I personally felt were more teal, were hardcore lone wolves what a key feature was. For me wearniness only showed up when post-modernity or modern people acted without integrity often times the higher cognitive line of exchanging ideas, and adjusting to flexflow or global awareness consciouness made me feel invigorated, especially if I am disciplined I often get a second bout of energy at the end of the day or when I feel that I meet and hit my values with more integrity, and at times where I don’t feel it I rest and reflect, yet I neglected that as it was very exhausting in a relationship, and I looked for different answers.
I would notice polarities of communication and look into few principles, green is very hostile and unrelenting imo, I have never seen or experienced so much subtle sabotage or covert status games, where I looked more into subtle energy, yet that is super exhausting also. A key feature of growth for me in the vertical dimension often is hurts more bothers less, you care more, yet you get less nagging imprints of something that keeps bothering you for instance people being inattentive or very npc.
The more you attune to the heart also, you will see greens reality that would be more natural as you attune to your own needs and to the ones of others and can create boundaries etc., for me daily I realize that german thinking puts you in a strong rule/role mind with post-modern flavour that feels very slave like, often times if you truly want something and reality tests you, and you can act with non-judgement as people give tough love, as they know how that feels, yet are more attuned to their souls vocation/purpose, they will act as mentors often thought based on the premise you act autonomesly, or already have a high level of independence this was my experience.
Also check health topics, eventually to much coffee, not enough naps and sleep cycles, stuff can also just be physical, for example I noticed an overlap of adrenal fatiuge and teal arrogance shadow, and I am still working that out energetically, I had to realize as I meditated with Shinzen and he is jewish and he listend to the most anti-semite b.s possible, after meditation retreats etc. to see if it triggers him and he could be equonemous and before he got furious, I often could relate to this, due to discrimination, and the last couple of days I realized, I had to give other sentient beings love in my meditation, as I am so disgusted with humans even children as I am super sensetive to energy, and some children are just weird, and now I can think oh it’s adrenal fatigue eventually, or I simply close the window as I know they will be loud, you can also just play imo perspectival “god” to add a stage red flavour, hence you use power not force of competency with a perspective in order to evoke something in others to follow you, yet you will act as a leader and people make you responsible to some degree.
This is all my perspective, at times also abstinence can be good instead of moderation to achieve something. Also most don’t care to be the change in the world, at times conserving energy and directing it to projects of self-transendence or systems/model building or solving complex problems, self-care etc. is better, and to work on ones vision. Growth can feel weary, yet if you feel hollow and empty at best connect to the heart and find purpose in what you do irregardless of what it and renew vision/purpose. You can simply also look at both sides of the coin, and create that extra effort, to create a piece of work/artwork that is unique and rich of perspectives, you not really swing the pendelum left or right, you’d simply lift the pendelum to a higher octave (to use integeral lingo here for the first time…) and engage in the polarity at a new vertical development or depth, yet that can also be over their heads, if developmental lines don’t match, this is what I mean with weariness, often people yearn to get one red line of concise explanations which can be weary for someone who looks at both sides of a coin and exchanges perspective.
Eventually looking into enneagram types which integral also teaches is good, Germany is very type 6’ish so it’s automatically does often the opposite in a counter-phobic stance and engages the polarity right when you think they don’t or they do the phobic expected they do not engage as expected with the polarity, this is imo a collective undercurrent. We have all enneagrams as typologies active and archetypes etc. I am a 4 for example in that system. I looked into other typologies as it did not feel holistic enough for me etc. and now look into BaZi system, to get subtle energy more.
I am making a presumption with countries etc. as I see the name and it sounds very German, America is very 3ish in nature go-getter attitude and professionalism tied to executing protocols, solving tasks and exellence culture and individualist, while more european countries are more collective based on identity
Video might be good:I said this all with nuance pure red power without competency etc. is not good, for instance teal will play along with status games also, yet often they are attenuated if they are cognitively teal, some have more material cravings etc.
