Yes, this is what I mean feeling left out because of skin color and being the recipient of racism and hatred as well as noosphere in the dating realm and seeing that reflected in litature.
When I look at how the world really is am more profoundly amazed how everything revolves around love and truth, beauty, simplicity, complexity. Etc. Yet, pursuing meditative endeavours while caring about survival as well as the survival of others and let alone finding an option to do that optimaly is difficult.
Talking about this makes me wonder why I practiced shikentaza as well as do-nothing and how people misconstru ideas, as well as use them for their personal benefit. I definitely do see this bias especially in dating. That being asian in that sense is an advantage and I dislike
I lived in China the point is being exposed to different forms of racism and then seeing it reflected in the news threatening my survival chance. If people who receive major benefits, do not care about helping the smaller holon, if you might even say so in the LL/UL. Exposing myself to politics is like a double-edged sword, because when you can see even the mistakes in the progressives then where can I go ? I love to integrate and include myself into cultures, spheres etc. Currently doing that via MoocLab the point is I see this bias so strongly in relationships and it is not me alone, becasue I was majorly depressed because again of racism and discrimination. As I receive therapy for that, because of how important it is to have a strong sense of self, that being constantly attacked by the media and news. As well as the advanced people not doing enough and self-hatred. This constant construciton of projection usually does not benfit me if people do not take a proactive positive stand and see the good and the beauty in others. Being alone in this and seeing especially in EU the peeved masses, because of massive pressure. It’s important to find groups, I personally struggle with this because I love mostly all people so strongly then hearing and contemplating about evils and seeing that this again is a reflection of love and truth in an ultimate sense. I also would appreciate it if people can help me unveil my bias. Because I receive a lot more negative projection then most other people based on appearance. Being tall / dark skin and having afro hair.
For instance I looked at the picture above and the youth had a poster people of color, accepting that we are all people of color and having a proper pluralism, especially for the u.s when I listen to the news would personally benefit me a lot. As well as others when I notice these harmonics.
I would love to gain new experience, yet you see the problem I have is access and having to navigate this in the interactive world as well as seeing it as it is with sort realism. Shows me how much of an advantage Whites and Asians have in the west because of positive bias. I would prefer dating outside my own “race”, because I dislike the topic itself as well as it’s more about values/education etc.
Then again can you see what I mean with bias ? I don’t know how often I see in the eu that when you are asian you have an massive advantage when it comes to friends etc. Being mostly the only black person not creating a positive mindset or being thankful for support from others is massively important. Then again you can see how priviliged others are based on how positive sterotypes, create better survival circumstances for them. As well as how important it is for me to read books and be with people who are fully supportive of love for all people. I just don’t like this hypocritical liberal stance of for instance here in the eu. We are green we supprot the climate and people of color, yet then it’s mostly the workers and sort of “randoms” who help them and inside the party itself. There is a very strong bias towards whites, you can argue XYZ. The point is I currently do not have access and working towards different things to have more access towards having an impact in that way, even if it is just representing myself and yes I dislike seeing these survival based relationships and not a stage 3 relationships and mostly stage 2 relationships, because that does not serve as a role model for everyone. Yet, some like it and that is fine, yet seeing this stage orange falseness is what corrodes also, the abillity for two people to really bring in love as well as how difficult that is. Based on how the world really is and not thinking about how the world should be, would leave our noosphere stuck, seeing how rigid stage orange is as well as how important it is to receive support here as a person of color and or bi-racial is important. This is where I feel social justice is lacking, if I would have legit have had whites in my classes, who were not only out for the funnsies and were a bit more “conservative” in that sense I would not have to go through so much lonilness and self-actualization, because people are simply not interested in that. Stage orange survival is in that sense quiet hardcore, because it feels like a fight and that is already not a very good mindset, being a creator and working towards creating with others is what stage orange is about no ? Regardless if it is in science and or smth. else, then receiving help and support is crucial.
I am very emotional so I can work with my emotions because I really do care and love for other people, yet till now I did not find a place to have an impact and being in my vision/working in my vision having an impact let alone as a role model. A holon as a person walking on this planet earth is very important for me. Steadily talking like an academic about these issues without showing the positive side of things is yes, I agree ten billion times with you on this, yet seeing this progress evolve so slowly, makes me more wary about my own survival. Because I was not aware of it to that degree before how lonely that road is in the end when I definitely long for and will be making an impact.
The thing is the same thing that happens in the u.s happens here, and nobody is talking about it when I then talk about it for instance with this “Franktown” incident that I heard in the washpost this morning, then. Having a partner and finding a partner when working towards a goal for emotional support based on my personal circumstances with almost no peer group is harsh. Then this sadness to not express it and feel healthy and positive about it and deconstruct every theory, instead of positivley constructing a new noosphers is what is mainly missing. Reflecting reality is old, yet this is I presume the basis we can work on. It would be nice if white people would legit date and interact more with people of color on the own accord, as well as asian people. Instead of only caring about their survival and family. Especially as a group.
If it is only about being right and not sharing viewpoints that are more advanced and recognizing that we are stuck in aperspectival madness.
To support people for instance for a more equal outcome in the sense of giving people access to education and tools for growth would disambiguate bias a lot. Then again science is even biased, there are so many think tanks. Let alone here in Germany were you legit sort of have Nazi Scientist in the AFD. Feels like a hardcore major amygdala hijack, western society is more fair, the question then again is what can you do ? Interacting more with people of color and seeing their needs as well as opinions heard would help also whites on more clarity to take action and it’s their choice ! Growing through all of these stages is fair, helping people to grow through the stages would make it even fairer.
The word critical is most likely already a problem because it sounds antagonistc and not like an idealization, of how we can improave as an feedback. The feedback is so obvious to me, yet the counter intutive approach is it for me to engage, because otherwise people can’t belive it or so it seems to me. Then again for me having positive experiences it’s very important as well as interacting with others in a conscious way, without a lot of cursing and or hatred and focusing on being/meditation/mindfulness while consuming theory. Is for me important as an integral member, the point is I am not a bodhisathva and playing advocatus diaboli is a bias that I have, yet then again not expressing what I see for instance with dating let alone with the standards of beauty. Looking at it from a womens perspective for e.g black women etc. It’s not easy. Black lives , White people, how neutral this sounds I mean I can see this bias so obviously based on my language as well as I know why the e.u generally is ahead socially. According to sprial dynamcics. They value equality and the engage in discussion NOT debates !!! About experience debates are like a war that is fought and it will produce more antagonistic thought then taking postive action if it is local and or global.
For me to take action I’d also need a platform a group and skill in that domain as well as the abillity to gain experience. Seeing myself underrepresented based on historical evidence as well as the bias for instance in dating, or even alone positive role modles is not easy. I am speaking from my bias here, yet I can see why I disliked academics so much. They are so entrenched in their theory, they can’t see the forst full of tress, that is why I like to go out into nature. I am not in a position to advance the noosphere in that sense I can relay my experience as well as focus on what I perceive what is wrong, because I am good at that as ennea 4.
I dislike seeing the dating bias as well, I mean I don’t know how young the audience is yet when I look at porn and how much sex seemed to be a part of integral in the past, you can see tons of bias in the youth as well as parents still being entreched in their religous dogma, talking about sex and healthy relationships. Like the courses here with people who are conscious and have a lot of experience and having a holistic approach would be better then to constantly escape into noosphere or LR/LL thinking. LR thinking would even be more approriate instead of constantly discussing one quadrant or legit to dive into zones more deeply. I as a German person have a bias to deconstruct, that is what we do here according to a book I’ve read then reading the american inductive approach I can sort of see this innocence. I mean my mother was married to a american and she still holds as well as me, the notion that you guys are “not the smartest” and alot trust me a lot of Germans think that. They don’t like especially since Trump what is happening over there, because we are basically living in America constantly.
I for now know how important science is, yet I dislike it that I received a lot of LL attacks on my endeavours to be more scientific. Let alone in this sort of unsupervisied learning experience. This is what I mean also with being a lone wolf, as well as integrating myself into different communities online. It’s important to not only be in integral. That is my opinion.