Again, I found so much stuff just relistening to books working with the tendencies and proclivities I don’t see and there have been multiple occasions where I had to realize, due to issues of energetic frequencies and the subtelties of the archetypal awareness I have, and the issue of projections etc.
Very often when I listen to enlightend beings audiobooks I get lapses and insights, even during retreats the spiritual energy or karmic imprints of negative actions, intentions, confusion, ingnorance etc. Is so strongly on, I get leads and stop signs etc. This has been very intense as I’ve been at the absolute forefront of current interest with brain/cognitive science, a.i, computer science, HCI interfaces and devices, software and even the whole desire for change of an integrally embodied marketing etc.
I listend to Sadghurus audiobook about karma, and when I listen to serious mechanical health advices I get why some use alchemy to transform, as the process makes sense elementally, yet I see some nuances as someone is again creating a new school of insights, and that still covers the basis or forgets the basis, the danger of A.I & heterogeneous ideas that are crafted out of the new is, the forgetting of the past, yet you can also reconstruct the past as an experiment which I personally would say is beautiful. In the end, for instance Leo Gura was wrong about not including these tools as part of transendene of tendencies and seeing where karma unfolds with Astrology and Tarot.
Paul Check’s politics is odd, and there is the subtle undercurrent even more in some integral members not him, I am pretty sure if I have a natural proclivity with Sadghuru and the guy has done something to me and has to make ammends for it, and it’s tied to his nation and the power/control cycle, I keep having paranormal experiences and he keeps telling the truth, and he helps me tremendously, he speaks about this the core issue is not self-transcendence only improvement, this is the key issue of the complexity of goverment also, especially when I contemplate the indian goverment including spiritual practices and the issue of fire as clarity and highest types of insight in kabahla, the point is I have excess fire, my body can’t really maintain it, from other maps and symbols, as I feel a deeper connection to the cathlic church as a spiritual expression, and I resonate heavily with eastern teachings, especially I-Ching, and meditation though, I don’t quiet get even when I listend to the audibook so often how karma plays itself out, I get it more now, and the environment changes, the point is there are some subtelties in the audiobook karma, that a real book will never be able to tell, as the author is speaking it.
The point though is, mostly even when I did uncover a lot of these strengths and tendencies, taking control of energy, and the entire talk of energy and subtle energy, and working with breath etc. is a challenge, is also to transcende this proclivities and put them to use, he also speaks about genetic memory, and due to the complexity of the occult sciences etc. I see some issues tied to it, I am partially convinced people can create their own spiritual world and narrative and experience it, I charted Steiner and Jung via the BaZi system and I figured out why some people are so heavily drawn to them, and why I could be drawn to Steiner as he is what I attract, yet I see the core issues tied to this, and some of the system how it works, especially also the Dragon I get also why Yantras or the idea of Yantras are so powerful.
There is more tied to all of this, especially also with some Visions from the master of Shinzen, yet this goes very far into the delulu territory and subtle energy phenomena in meditation, I am not really allowed to pay attention to it, and sharing it with someone you can trust and cares and knows you’re a functional fit for survival is the best thing, as you can learn from the experiences and see the interconnection, fundamentally the connection I draw, as I charted him and the calculations are correct with the stuff I hear story wise from Singapour? sorry… and it’s about him having the strongest pillar as day pillar, with noble qi, the issue of Leo Gura, yin multiplications based on water, why Leo is so good at this to beginn with, and spiritual envy, I could imagine he is envious to him, and even Shinzen could imagine it, I am leaving it at that, I asked some of these question the a.i and it’s better to create boundaries negative intent will create a lot of karma with sabotage, and intent action that tetra-meshes with negative intent and karmaless action that comes from selflessness is good, yet the entire issue of both of them is, they ask for selfishness selflessly andI bet some people having seeing beyond them due to psychdelics and just luck and preperation.
What I don’t get is how advanced some Yogis are, and when I listend to the audiobook yesterday from Sadghuru and I thought about Yogananda very quickly I had so many kriya/samsahra experiences he said friend, and I can see why, I did not know some yogi enlightend a cow and a crow how insane is that?
In the end there are karmic layers tied to Rome, I was working through with fire, and I had a psychdelic experienced tied to this, and if psychdelics don’t work and you have this normally like yogis something larger is coming, idk I felt this whole cancleing of DMT space is partially due to the will of humanity to behave itself for a while so people figure themselves out more and engage more slowly into the depth of spiritual dimensions/intelligence and practice.
Also all of this alchemical stuff, I get it more, and karma seems to dissolve itself faster with the pranayama I am doing with khambakha, and nadi sodhana the scar I have is the largest issue where people seem to even be interested in reading past lives from pain, and idk if this will be good for them like Paul Check and idk there have been more sci-fie oriented theories of consciouness I was originally interested in, similar to Star Trek or Star Wars being a vision for humanity etc.
The best thing is to strip the archetype and create the new experience you authentically seek from all the proclivities that was the largest insight to get rid of karma without having the intention to get rid of karma as this creates karma, from the audiobook.
The point is the qualities I found out by myself and the complexity of archetypal work with energy and traits is interesting. The main issue to get out of self-help and development is to engage in the process of self-transcendence and self-improvmenet seeing as self-transcendence if the self does not transcend the aspect it yearns to change it’s not truly transforming, or self-transformation could also be a proper reframe. For me it’s difficult to engage with stage green prana, I don’t know it’s an issue of them loving their own values to much, and yellow being to prey oriented in order to function as a society, properly yellow works in packs like wolves howling at the moon, globalview has this whale/octopus animal projection imo.
Also due to A.I a 5 minute shadow work via gestalt therapy as talking per day is possible, the A.I is very good at making interior’s 3person views and objectives, I tested this today, and it give me the archetype of “gandalf” or Feuerhütter I spoke to it in German, and it has many archetypal fantasy notions tied to it where I had odd insights on psychdelics, yet I’d be required to read these books and use these pointers etc. Part of my german family most likely has russian and jewish roots, and my black family is a mystery to me, and partially they mixed themselves with the native folk, but idk what is true here, as they are deluded by christianity.
It’s this subtle paternalistic survival materialist conversion, where I see astrology even historically as a solution, not including any archetypal work as cleaning up practice imo is failing as a householder and spirituality I bet there are other methods, yet for now this 5 minute additional clean up is quiet good. I can also finally sleep again, I can’t really listen to audiobooks that get my mind active and start the wood/air/metal → fire → earth cycle somehow I guess the reverse of it is parasympatheic I turn the acquiration of the idea of talents out, consume the fire and get to sleep this is how this works for me anyhow. I stop